late nights..and relationshipz....

hey!! monday morning! happy birthday to the queen!! haha today is public holiday.. too bad im in mai hoildays alreadi..so no point..!! >_< stoopid timing these public holz! rofl
hrm newasie right now the tym is 2.40am..and my eyes are slowly closing..hehe so while they are partially open iwl try and write a meaningful blog! lolz =Pp
these past few ...days..maybe even week!? i been sleeping alot..lolz..>< nothing new i guess...but ..hrm it been constant sleeping..i duno whuy ? haha ..wen im bored..i find myself in mai bed and then a few mins later sleeping!haha ..sucha piG!? rofl yaRH...
sunday..i woke up at abt 12pm and then went to dimsum like 30 mins later..hehe was yummmii!! ^_____^ havnt had dimsum in such a long time =D.. hrm left dimsum at abt 2ish then wen we got home..guess wut i diD? lolz
got into mai bed..listening to music..and then......zzzzzzzzzzzz haahah =Pp and woke up at abt 7ish !! lolz..oopz!!
not intentionally ok!! >_< sigh* wen im bored i cbfd doing netink so i sleep lor..!!! =X
sigh* royal show is in town..><>< 26 more dayzzz..and counting ..slowly!! haha =)
hrmm sometink i learned abt relationships...they can change a person...sooo much >___<"
somtimes it is for the best, and other times..=/ sigh*
yarh im tlakin to mai fwen abt it atm.....coz he got himself a gf a month ago and i mean, it all good^^im happy for him..coz yah he deserves to be happy after all the shiet he been thru!! >_< yarh but..relationships change ppl..
i rember ..wen me adn ..mai ex wer together..two of mai good fwens told me that i changed..=/ but i told emz i didnt lol..=Pp but inside i knew that i did..>_< .....hrm the change..was...good and bad lor..at the start was..great! haha but then..later..yer..it normal lor...=/ depression* haha >_< yarhh..
relationships can change fwenshipz tho..=/ coz some ppl change without knowing it..and then they slowly drift away from their fwens..that wut happenin wit me and mai fwen now..coz yarh i duno..not talkin like we used to lor! but then agen..that is normal lor..coz he got a gal to deal wit now hehe and he worrys alot that lil boi! hehe =)sigh* i duno wut im on abt..>_< lol..
personally, i tink..that the whole relationship thingy is ..fukd up the ass! Lol..>_< dont get me wrong, ther are the fun adn happy timess that u will nevver forget..but then..hrm nothing good lasts forever and then one day everything will come crumbling down!!...iE-u dieded! lol..or hrm break upz!! o.O yarh..
mayb it juz coz i havnt relai had a reali serious relationship bfo! haha >_< still a noooby at it..rofl wtf*
aiyah~~o wel...everyone has to go thru these dodgy times....sometime in their life!! yah life has ups and downs and we all cant be happy all the time.>_< i wish* haha
sometimes i wish that life was like a huge-ass remote control.. hrm so like...u can rewind back to happy memoris and re-live them agen. but ..u cannot alter ur past..and must still live on life..>_< coz that will onli be fair right?
yarh and so wen u are depressed.. can juz press pause and then rewind back to the hapy memories and re-live them for a few moments. then at least, wen u get bak to time... u wont feel soo depressed lor! lolz haha ^^ yah im juz talkn shiet atm lolz..>_< yarhh...
coz life goes onnn and we cant do anythin to change the path that we hav been chosen to follow >_< haha
i sound like im friggn preaching now or sumtinkz?! o.O hrmm lolx.....
i should reali sleep earlier eyy! lolz >_< it 3.08am now..haha
i gotta wake up earli...coz mai daddy going tgo KL todayy..this arvo at abt 4ish~~yah sigh* and gotta go out for lunch at fwens place..*vegetarian food* lolz..><" eek! and need to plann for the royal show on tuesday! haha =P
hrmm..right now im listening to "my place"-nelly onda radio..haha i wish i had a remote for this radio so i can change channelz..>< coz juz bfo some weird ass country shiet was on..lol i was like..arghhh..change statioN!! neone?? haha =Pp
yah newaise i tink i better sign off for tonights =)
goodmornings all..and happy bday our dear queen!! rofl..wahahah...
sweeet dreamzz pumpkinss haahhah* =Pp byebyEeez